• My car got totaled by a rear end almost a month ago
• I still have no reliable transportation
• My insurance won’t give me a rental car
• My insurance isn’t doing shit because I only have liability insurance, but since I wasn’t at fault, I have to wait on the company’s insurance from the guy who hit me
• The other car’s insurance hasn’t responded back to my calls
• I have to ask people for rides or borrow their cars
• I feel like a complete burden to people
• My full-time work hours got cut to 14 hours a week because of my lack of transportation
• I can barely pay my loans on a monthly basis, let alone have the money to survive
• I can’t even go to find a second job because I don’t have a car
• My back hurts occasionally
• I’m stressed out from waiting and not being able to do anything

And none of this was my fault. I fucking hate you, you stupid ass driver. If I lose my job I’m really going to be mad. I worked so hard, looking every day for 6 frking months after graduating, and going to dozens of interviews to finally land it, and one dumbass just had to fuck it all up because he was looking at road kill.

Just when things were starting to get better, things just turned to shit in an instant. I just want things to start working out. I just need a car and reassurance that this mess will get fixed up. But I feel like no matter how much I do, nothing is happening. Even talking to people doesn’t help because it’s not like they can do anything, so why bother them with my problems. I feel like I’m causing them more trouble than helping anything. I hate this. What the fuck am I supposed to do.