February 2012
21 posts
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I am burning out at work.
I can’t fit a 40 hour week into 20 hours of work.
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I hate how people put me down and discourage me...
I constantly feel like I’m never going to be good enough or make them proud.
This really makes me sad and pisses me off.
I’m tired of feeling like I always need to prove people wrong. It makes me second guess my skills and my motivation for things.
In that past, I got scared and ended up pursuing something I wasn’t passionate about and I hated it; completely regret it. It...
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When you get paid half the amount that your work...
…it sucks. Payday gets raped even before the check lands on my desk. I mean, If I got paid my job’s average wage, life would be so much better. But no. Thanks, economy, for being so screwed up.
I should be grateful to have a job at least, but seriously. This sucks. You really have to sell yourself short to get somewhere in life these days.
How sad American society is.
On a brighter...
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Valentine's Day
Sometimes I wonder what it’s like to receive flowers from a boy and go out on a dinner date. Like a nice one. Doesn’t really have to be fancy.
Nothing’s gonna happen anyway. I have work and class til 10pm tomorrow.
Happy one year.
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I am so bored.
It’s unbearable.
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I hate cleaning my room.
I remember my mom would always get mad at me because I’d end up reading things instead of cleaning. I’d read my books, my journals and letters that I’d find.
It’s only inevitable that I find something that makes me sentimental and cry. I always do.
It’s during those moments where I wish I wasn’t such a pack rat.
Yet, for some crazy reason, I always end up...
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Receipts.
I found a bunch of receipts, and I’m going out today to get more receipts, but I noticed that a lot of them have surveys and “ENTER FOR A CHANCE TO WIN blahblahblah” stuff. DUN DUn dunnnnnn.
I’m pretty bored, so maybe I can try to win something, haha. *crosses fingers*
Oh, today I’m meeting up with Party Boy so that he can do some financial advising for me. (Hence...
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I find it awkward to casually hang out with guys...
I noticed that when I do hang out with guys, it’s usually with a group of guys. Unless it’s with my best guy friends, then I can handle hanging out w/ them one-on-one. :P
Other than that, it’s just too weird. I wouldn’t feel secure or trusting enough to “casually” hang out.
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Kyoko has a blog: The familiar night epiphany. →
brain-food:
Theres that moment where its late at night, later than you usually stay up, and there is no sign that you’ll be getting sleepy any time soon. You feel like you’ve read the entire internet. Twice. In a desperate attempt to get sleepy you grab the book you’ve been trying to complete for the past month that has been sitting on your nightstand, only to discover even that can’t hold your...
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Good-bye, January. You were pretty good, if I do...
1/01 - NorCal: Dim Sum with Danny’s Family, Valley Fair Westfield, Santana Row
1/02 - NorCal: ABC Cafe, Hillsdale Mall, Heidi’s Pies, Gilroy Premium Outlet
1/04 - Dave & Buster’s @ The Block
1/05 - Downtown Riverside, Food
1/06 - Carrow’s, CalPoly Pomona, Desert Hills Premium Outlets, Cabazon Outlet, Crazy Coyote Tacos, Victoria Gardens, YardHouse, Kabuki Japanese...