December 2010
64 posts
2:49AM - Recap 2010.
This year was a decent year for me. Much better than 2009 was, for sure.
Turning 21 was fun. Good times. Broke my camera. Landed my first two internships on the spot. School’s getting better. Family relations are much better now than they were the beginning of the year. I made friends. Lost touch with friends. Had some good party nights. And some really bad ones. Fell...
The feeling I get when the beat drops, butterflies...
See all of you beautiful people today! <3
you have to get hurt. that's how you learn. the...
And now everyone knows why I am the way I am :D
“That awkward moment when you’re chatting with someone and they say “good bye”...”
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(via youcanquoteme)
I always feel like they’re saying “goodbye or goodnight” to more important people after they say “goodbye” to you. They’re just moving up their importance ladder. The longer the duration that lasts from when they say “goodbye” to you and when they sign off shows how low you...
To do (since I’m being so lazy):
Very High priority
Car insurance (12/27)
Return un-gifted Christmas gifts (12/27)
Oil change, alignment, tires, air, rotation (12/27 10:45)
Web design commission (deadline 12/29)
Internship applications (by 12/30)
Buy Winter Quarter parking permit (by 1/2)
Application for graduation
Practicum internship (by end of Winter Quarter)
Register...
Resolution.
I had a nice conversation with a friend last night. Which is rare. I don’t talk to people much through text or IM anymore.
Out of nowhere, he asked how I could handle going so long without a boyfriend. I’m not really sure how that’s interesting, but it was a random question. I couldn’t help but follow with a random response — I’m picky and a...
There is a difference between hanging out and partying.
And no, I don’t fucking party every time I go out. Shows how little you know me.
If you knew, maybe I’m out comforting a friend who needs my help. Maybe I’m out keeping someone company because they’re an only child and any company means the world to them. Maybe I’m trying to go out and expose myself to the...
Too much noise this morning.
When you ask me to donate the clothes I don’t wear anymore, Don’t get mad at me for trashing four bags of clothes that I’ve had since elementary school.
If I seem like I have too many clothes, Don’t get mad at me because I bought those clothes with my own money.
If I seem like I’m always in Irvine, Don’t get mad at me for never...
I am rather…flustered, enamored, captivated by you. But I suppose…you’re simply an idea. And I am quite…amused, perplexed, provoked to pursue you.
The idea.
:)
Infatuation makes a hypocrite. You make me want to pull out a guitar & play Avril’s Complicated.
7:00
I was getting out of my car to head to Wet Seal & walked straight into the back bumper of another car. So. Embarrassing. My head completely checked out that second, but I realized how awesome it was that silly moments like that get you right on track.
I’m overwhelmed. I’ve been thinking a lot today, and it was mostly from last night too. I also feel like I sit in a car a...
how could you…
my new best friend :D →
Wow, good job me! And good-bye, Fall Quarter. :]
Day 3 of work! Internship hunting & resume sending to be done! I’m hoping to nab a few by Spring Quarter.. which might end up with employment by the end of the year? I hope so! :D
So. This week(end).. Random things keep happening but I’m at the point where idgaf anymore and it’s just a lot more amusing laughing about all the bad things than being bummed out about it. Sigh. Ah well. There’s hope tho — It’ll work itself out eventually. It always does. :)
But tonight… We drink! And play SNES ROMs & FFXII. Like the good, innocent high...
5:59-8:15AM
Can’t sleep. Like my good friend Dan said, “So bored here. I just want a crazy, wild time to get this outta my system.”
Me too. I need bass, humongous speakers and mind-blowing music and I’ll be good. I’m fine dancing alone. That way, no one can slow me down. Unless someone can keep up.
Definitely need to get this out of my system.
All I hear are raindrops falling on the rooftop.
My brother woke me up asking if I got locked out last night. I did. Deadbolted front door and no key to the side gate so I had to jump 6 feet of it. The back door was shut too. Jumping the fence was a pain. It hurt. :(
Everyone was asleep and I was pretty bummed out and cold and too tired to drive again to find a place to crash. That was when I...
Moving stuff around. So much to do. How the heck do I have so many clothes???
I am stressing out.. Graduation anxiety?? :/
Random ventage. Cuz I don’t want to bother anyone with it since it’s a mood killer. >.<
I think it started when I saw my work performance log. I mean, I’m sure other people have it worse than me, but all those evaluations are hard to take in, especially when it seems like you’re being watched all the time for the things...
Victoria Gardens shopping spree…boots @.@
Leaving my Tumblr open.
I like leaving my tumblr open. I like it even more when people post random things.
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Okay,...
Super normal update of last night & this morning.
Last night was fun. Had a nice hangout with the neighbors with Doublz $0.99 burgers & Angelina Jolie’s Salt.
I didn’t realize how tired I was until I woke up at 7AM to find a missed call. My boss was calling to see if I was coming in to my 6:45AM shift. I literally threw on all my work clothes and stampeded downstairs. I...
I was rushing to work at 6:35AM, got there right on the clock but I couldn’t find my work shirt. The instant I stepped out of my car to look for it, I heard a loud crack from something hitting the floor & I had a good idea of what it was. My cellphone was still attached to my car charger, so it could only be one other thing — my camera. >:[
This is the exact same way my last...
During summer, I was play testing some pro level flutes & talking to the shop owner who was a retired local HS band director. He told me that I must have an affinity to music from the way I was testing out the instruments. They were beautiful, I have to admit. The most delicate, lyrical, and stunning pieces of gold and silver I had the chance of making music with. I swear my heart skips a beat...